realise

nothing goes into ur head, happens again and again. shit

what

things not been very nice recently, cannot really control my temper recently. perhaps too
much slacking. lol perhaps it was very normal of me to be too bothered about those late nitez.
oh well, there are always a reason for me to be unhappy but it always take sometime for me
to realise the actual reason and perhaps i wasnt rite. i don like the feeling recently, i dont noe
why. i just feel that, do i always have to be in this situations? i dont want history to repeat
i tot i have been pretty lax on such issues already. No one wants to be a control station, cause
its pretty tiring and pointless. As all of us know even there is a control, there will always be
one or two that happens the other way round. oh well. so WHAt exactly can i do ?