i just feel there is a change.
don like this feeling

er jie's wed

Here again, another sis married. so fast. Now i can feel more for my parents loneliness at home. when i am not around when both sis got married and when my brother goes to ns.

both of them will be at home alone. just hope they quarrel lesser when all of us not around.

well some pics from er jie wed

my girl and i

dajie and husband, chris

pa, ma er jie and husband

xiang, er jie and me

gonna miss those happenings, hahaa kinda emotional when er jie and husband gave their speech. well. er jie weep and dajie too..

Though a very hectic day , was very happy she got herself a good husband.

failure

Perhaps i am just one.
din want to make u cry .

Magnetic field

The discussion, the arguments, the tandrums we both threw.
The playful you, the serious me.
The simple you, complicated me.
The less bothered you, the bothered me.
The like and unlike poles.
Attracts.
Just you and me.

happy 15th months.

I love you . =)

the call

perhaps, the reason why i was angry because you told me that you would call me

within a period of time but you din, to me i just don like it this way. if you are not

sure, u don tell me. i know if i bring out this to you, you would sure say,

next time i just say i call you back later lo. i am no perfectionist. perhaps,

i am just a demanding fuck pea brain. haiz. i knew i love you lots,

thats why i don know what if i did wrong or right, all i know i just don

want any of us hurt as simple as that. but apparently failed.

Sometimes i really wondered what kind of guy i am to you.
Dont you feel loved from me? if i cant be bothered isnt it worst?

For one could be awful,
for one could be great,
for what i know,
i might be unreasonable,
i am changing,
its aint easy,
it all results in unpleasant,
i know it was not rational,
rational dont imply at all times,
i might be not as caring,
but you always been in my heart,
my precious one,
for i love,
i accept,
why,
you knew ,
perhaps you din,
for i know,
i give,
you ask,
to see if works,
for i give,
of compromisation,
for i realise,
pursue matters dont end well,
i let go,
for there is changes,
i adapt,
for wat i feel,
i just want you happy,
i give in all.

i need to let gas off. i just need to cover things for perfectly. i know this transistion periods get over.

recent updates , my back

last sunday went out with baby's family for a buffet at hotel rendezvous , it din had many varieties but overall wasnt bad.
after loading our stomach we decided to take a look around at the museum which had the KANG XI exhibition. We went hunting around and found out it was ACM and so we headed there.
Been sometime i enjoyed museums, i am pretty interested in those exhibits which explains about the religion and all. the KANG xi potrait, the calculator in the past which uses some gear mechanisms. and its not expensive to enter the museum just 8 bucks and u can walk about an hour or so..
after that we head towards suntec and walk around had our dinner and me back to home then back to camp.



could not really get an answer whats with my back.
went to AH yesterday, and doctor insist that i should go for physio first
before MRI scan, wonder why is that so. as he wished then.
oh well i am just a suay nut, who waited more then an hour, just
because the doctor's assistant misplaced my processing sheet of paper,
goodness and i wondered what made me so patiently waiting down there
after seeing so many of them who came later and left earlier.